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Flowers
02:36
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i know, everything we talked about, of where we'd be at right now, even planets die out.
i know, i haven't felt so safe inside, but nothing ever feels right, gotta get out some time.
i know, we're not coming back home, from this trip that we've gone, it is such a long drive.
i know, that we're just spinning all around the sun until it burns out. i wonder what flowers will surround me at my funeral.
i know that i don't know anything.
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Satan II
06:32
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Horror Movies
01:52
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i can not fall asleep while they’re staring at me, its too late, think they came through tv screen. like the time when my head felt like it was missing. cut my skin, lose my teeth, ill pretend to dream.
i can still hear your voice through these photographs, oh not so clear, but i swear that your’e all around me. when my skin drags in time when i shrink and wrinkle, lay your head next to me, ill pretend to breathe.
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Rustic
05:51
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sun stained room. morning mood.
thoughts feel like. dust floating through the light.
warm rain falls. sound feels calm.
long lost nights. i'm so afraid to die.
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Abacus
02:33
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but i'd like to hold onto something more. tangible in thought, and stringy at the core. hope i wont regret what i should've said before. an abacus in hand to figure out the whole.
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are we still the same or did i start to change?
drove up high through the night to the peaks of my shape
looked like stars in the night but not the kind that we know
we just stood there and stared at the strange way they circled
stood out back in the snow as i stared up and felt small
in the cold winter air i could feel it through my coat
i heard what you said but i couldn't respond
or at least i tried, but my feelings got left in the webs of my blankets that keep me caught at home
i felt flushed in my face
my feet stumbled in place
oh please take me away
lower me to my grave
bugs hit windshield, it feels good here. still theres things i cant admit and that i'm too scared to say out loud to myself or to anyone else, just like everyone else - i wonder if it will rain?
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Glowing
03:12
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crash your car, in the front lawn, head went wrong, what to do when theres no where else to go.
stay in bed, come back down now, in your head, not so sure it's all up in the clouds
head hits wall. so far gone.
rain fills house. cat eats mouse.
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Root Vegetables
03:05
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hey you, where'd that little spark go? as if you've got a lot to do, feet rooted to the ground.
see you, living in a dream now, though i don't really know you, keep trying not to shrink down.
so blue, try to turn away from, but i can't get to sleep without the thoughts that fill my head when it gets dark it's always worse my words get stuck and tangled up inside my mouth.
hey you, where have all your dreams gone? might not make sense with everything thats circling around.
oh no, up sprouts whats buried deep down. know you're not supposed to drink with that, but i've been feeling so down.
its not new, keep trying not to think of all the tension built inside my chest and in my head my teeth are clenched until i wake up in a sweat, remind myself i can't get out.
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i want to run away, far into the ocean waves. somewhere dark where you can't see. somewhere real low and down beneath me. i just want to breathe. maybe someplace soft beneath a tree. time will fade away, at least i hope it might by my last day.
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Utah
05:08
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i dont feel like myself, but i guess i dont know how the hell that feels.
blood caught in my head that got caught in this muddy atmosphere.
can you repeat what you said? im too busy whispering in my ear.
please take me back to utah, no ive never been anywhere, but here.
and it goes on and on, and its goes on and on, until it all runs out.
day to day its all the same, repeating lines ill say again, keep having all the same damn dreams, cant figure out what they might mean. day to day its a ll the same, repeating all the same routines, so sick of hearing myself scream, reciting all the same old things
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