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Satan
02:33
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let's all worship satan in my car and drive right through the interstate. let's take drugs and fuck up our insides, go brain dead for the rest f our lives. let's talk shit behind all of our friends backs, how else can we relate? let's get high and watch the world inside, it's easier than it is outside. let's stare at the clock till we can't think, go grey and forget everything. i don't really try to talk to god, except when i talk to myself.
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everyone i know is gonna die, i don't know when, but for now that's alright. my friends are working harder on themselves, but soon they'll meet their end like everyone else. my family's getting older everyday, and at their funerals i won't know what to say. buildings rise and falling constantly, what's the point if it won't mean anything? they'll turn grey and forget to remember. it sucks because i'm gonna live forever.
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Untitled Track
02:50
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looking through all the clouds in the sky, got too high and i feel like a spaceman crashing down. YEAH. remember rain, i threw dirt on your coffin, maybe i should've seen you a bit more often. forgot to say that i want my own dress, apologized and you know i really meant it. just want to be someone and to feel noticed and understand what makes me feel so goddamn nervous. i know i'm dumb when i think about it. i know i'm dumb when this is over.
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Alex G
01:59
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dead bird, looking out the window, hiding behind big clothes in my parents closet i can see. big fish eating up a small fish, putting on your lipstick, we'll still love you anyway. hear my parents in the next room yelling from my bedroom, i can't make out the stupid things they say. wrapped up lonely under blankets, try, but i can't forget why i left that bar/what bothered me.
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Black Hole
02:58
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if i was a tree i'd probably live forever, whenever that may be. i'll go to sleep and all my leaves would fall off, i'd never know my name. i wouldn't feel a thing, just like a ghost: i'd haunt you everyday. and in the spring i'd grow out little flowers all around my feet. hungry bees would drink them, and when i'm older they'll all be extinct. i'll get cut down and i'll house a family, i'd hold in all their dreams. i might stay a while and when the ocean rises past my head, i'll make friends with all the fish that come and swim inside my chest. we'll be happy until the world collapses, i'll let out one last breath.
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Get Over Yourself
03:26
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i don't like to think of everything that's wrong with me, but i do and it stinks. i don't like to think i'm wrong, but it happens all the time and i don't pay attention. i used to be so sad now apathy is all i feel, and i don't need a reason. i used to not be tired all the time, even if i don't stay up late or sleep in.
i can't seem to be proud of myself and figure what's going to make me happy. i can't help but think of all the things i'll never do, and how i'll probably die soon. i don't mind when i lay down and look up at the street lights pass me in the backseat. i don't like how every day's the same thing every day.
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blue
03:02
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i'll forget to brush my teeth, i don't know how to conversate, i'll forget i want to leave here. i won't think of you for now, i won't pick up my phone, i'll hallucinate and die out. i'll get a job from nine to five, i'll stay at home for days and try to think of ways to fix my life. i'll get bored and drive away, i eat food too late at night, i'll crash my car into the drive thru. i won't sleep for seven days, i won't say a single thing, i'll float all around my bedroom.
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